An Environmentalist Attempts a Prayer

illustration of a volcanic mountain, blue with yellow fiery splotches, and a small person atop the mountain, holding a sword with white sparks flying from it into a purple sky.

Illustration by Adam Garvey


Lord: if you are indeed above us / Benevolent, Present, Listening / I don’t beg for mercy on my soul / have mercy on our earthly bodies broiling under an unforgiving sun / That we are ushered through these trying, unprecedented times before we must return to ash / Back to the Earth / Before one day being engulfed by a heavenly body in celestial moments before it explodes. 

 

Give us the gift of being present for our short time on Earth / With Earth / A blink for the audacity we have to be here / We have taken up too much space in too short of time, who do we think we are? / Forgive us. / I’m begging you to forgive us. 

 

Let us dance, feel, celebrate the rarity of this fleeting life before we return to stardust in the cosmos / Let us usher our descendants in for a good time. 

 

It’s a finite life with Frail Bones, Rigid Muscles, Tender Skin that we fool ourselves into believing invincible until age sinks in / before we give into what we’ve come to know as that “good night” and stop raging against the dying of the light.

 

I don’t ask for much. I do ask for now. 

 

How can I do so when I look around? / For every pound of flesh I ingest / For every left on switch / For every gas trip / For every trip / For every trash day. 

 

I look around / My G-d What Have We Done? / Baruch et Adonai….

 

Lauren Elise Fisher (she/hers) is a theatre artist, stage manager, and writer based out of Bridgeport, CT. She holds a B.A. in Theatre Studies from the University of Connecticut. Her most recent publications can be found in CultureCult’s Spring Offensive anthology, the Canyon Voices, Afterpast Review, Naked Cat Lit, and Local Gems Press’ Connecticut Poetry Review 2023. Keep up with Lauren on Instagram, Twitter, & BlueSky: @AllFishSwim.

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